Thursday, July 27, 2006

at the last minute

the optimisim is definately gone. now I simply ask, "why do I bother?"

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Because you have to! We all have to!
So keep on fighting. Just pick your battles and make sure you give yourself time to feed your own dreams and soul.

I heart yah and miss yah!

Mr. Brown II

Anonymous said...

Ya, if only I could figure out what my own dreams were. And then somehow figure out how they can co-exist with Marcus' dreams.

Feeling defeated lately. It's the small battles that I'm losing and they're adding up into a pile of frustrated gray paste.

I'm fine, unless I look at the big picture.

Anonymous said...

Girl first figure what your dreams are first and then from there worry about how they fit into now. Marcus wants you to happier more than anyone else.

I think it is the scariest thing in the world to really dig deep and say what you want. It is the easiest thing in the world to go along with everyone expectations, but at the end it costs you the most. Trust me I know. You have to forget what everyone else is doing and say "This is my life movie and I am living it (insert theme song)!"

Just take a deep breathe and exhale. Girl you have been holding your breathe for too long. Just relax and let your inner voice speak. I know you can do it. Because in your life you have inspired other people, so just let yourself do it for yourself.

Mr. Brown

Anonymous said...

Your are Nice. And so is your site! Maybe you need some more pictures. Will return in the near future.
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